Saturday, May 31, 2008
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12:50 AM
It's 12.51am right now which is 9minutes away from 1am.
Having lesson tomorrow @ 10am and i'm still awake at this STUPID hour.
Tomorrow is a Saturday, its a day which i can sleep till late morning however, tomorrow i have to report back to school because ENGMEC lecturer is giving extra tutorial lesson.
It's not compulsory, if you have any queries or still dont understand you can return back tomorrow to ask him. I'm being a GOOD student! Tomorrow i'm going back to study mainly because i can hardly study by myself on Saturday.
Right now i can somwhow catch what ENGMEC is all about. Not fully but partially. Not really partially but alittle. I have to give up my sleep tomorrow! Poly is just like secondary school life. Having common test, weekly test/quiz and exams lastly. But still i prefer secondary school! Where i get to hang out with my mates after school and slack around. But right now in poly, i cant slack of meet up with my friends anymore. All of us have different schedule. Its hard to meet up right now. Moreover, most of my lesson ends after 3pm unlike secondary school.
Surprisingly i pass my second 'A' math quiz! I scored 28.5 out of 33marks. WOOTS!
I have not give up maths even though i failed my first quiz! My heart is still with MATHEMATICS! However, ELTECH sucks! I dont know what is it all about. All i know is that i have to study no matter what.
Desperate for holiday right now! I WANT BACK MY LONG VACATIONS!
However! I need my sleep urgently right now! Its 1.05am right now!
Friday, May 30, 2008
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8:50 PM
The feeling of keeping a secret is terrible! But still i have to keep my promise on keeping that secret! Upon hearing that secret, i was so shocked! And i'm lost for wordS!
I just don't believe what I've heard. Those that i thought have become reality!
Everything coming to so sudden! It can be even faster than the speed of lightning!
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10:00 AM
Sarah Sashi! Back in Season 6!
Monday, May 26, 2008
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9:52 PM
Suddenly i feel like dying! Because sometimes i feel that i'm so useless and worthless!
Whenever i'm doing my ELTECH and ENGMEC i feel so stress up and i really cant take the stress anymore. And i really feel like dying at that moment. I will kept asking myself:" Why cant i solve such a simple question?" "Why my friends can solve it and i cant?" " Why am i so useless!" All these question just came rushing into my mind.
If death could stop all those pain and troubles.
Please stab me with a knife in my heart!
Please take the troubles away from me!
I wish my life will just end with a full stop right now!
Sunday, May 25, 2008
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11:28 PM
Can death really solve all problems?
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1:31 PM
[Regarding the CLASS gathering it will be held on 14june08]
Just for everyone's info, most of them choose
(a) Sentosa + dinner
OR
(c) Dinner/lunch @ Seoul garden
Have yet to get everyone's replies. Still waiting for their replies, so when i get most of the replies, i'll let you guys know asap. =)
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
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9:01 PM
I don't know whether to say that it is a good or a bad news. Basically i failed my first 'A' math quiz which weights 5% of my module. If you think that 5% ain't important than you are thinking it wrongly. I scored 15 out of 33 marks. It's really very bad! Those who knows me well, I'm someone with high hopes for maths. But this time round i really did very badly. It's my first time studying 'A' math. I'm a NEWBIE! -.-
However, i passed my physic! Which is also my first time taking physic, without any basic or any background information about it. And still I'm always surfing the net and playing online games like viwawa which is so popular nowadays, playing computer games-Counter Strike (CS) or chatting with my friends online. And for this quiz, I'm so unprepared! I did study a little of it but somehow i'm still unable to understand every single thing that the teacher taught. Lecturer was so surprised that i actually pass my quiz. Because I'm always not paying attention during his lectures.
As for tomorrow, there will be another quiz-computer programming. A module which i hate it too because its far too confusing! I need to memorise lost of things. Need to think and think and think. Which use up almost 100% of my brain cells! I HATE IT! And also Friday i'm having another 'A' math quiz, and i have to pass this quiz no matter what, in order to pass the whole module. Add the two quiz together which is 66mark in total. and i have to get 33marks to pass it. In order to pass, i need to achieve 18marks. But i'm someone who will aim so low, i'm gonna try my very best to do it! *BLESS ME*
On the week 8, which is the first week of June holiday, i'm having my common test. After which I'll have two weeks break. This common test is really very important! I'm gonna study very hard for it! Whether i like the module or not.
At the very start of poly, i really wanna give up studying. But thinking back, when i was struggling for my 'O' level, what was my aim for? What am i after? It all goes down to a CERTIFICATE! Struggling all the way to poly and i'm gonna give up right now, its gonna be a waste. And i'm really dishearten! I really wanna quit studying when i failed my 'A' maths.
Sometimes i asked myself: 'Quit studying and continue working.' or 'Continue studying and working at the same time.'
我是为了生活而工做 还是为了工做而生活?
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
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10:33 PM
School has started for like a month already?
Everybody are busy studying, preparing for exams or maybe they are already enjoying their short holiday right now.
As mention by some of you, that u guys wants to hang out one of this day during the holiday.
I have come up with some plans but yet to confirm about it.
These are some of the ideas that i have right now:
(a) Sun tanning + dinner (Sentosa)
(b) cycling + dinner (East coast)
(c) Dinner/lunch @ seoul garden
(d) Esc@ape, singapore flyer or underwater world If you guys have any suggestion u can kindly leave your comment at the tagboard.
During the holidays, all of us seems to have lost touch with each other, so this will be a great chance for all of us to meet up again yar.
This is a class 'gathering'.
*Missing 512*
*Missing all my friends*
Sunday, May 11, 2008
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4:16 PM
I HATE
ENGMEC
Friday, May 9, 2008
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8:47 PM
Absent from school yesterday because i was SICK!
Mentally and physically sick! -.-
Was absent from lessons today. Only attended for the last 2hrs.
Woke up at 7am but was feeling giddy and slight headache so decided to continue sleeping till 11am to go school for a class quiz which consist of 5%.
Before i went back to sleep, FAKE crystal sms me and told me that she also will not be attending the class as she overslept but she will attend the lecture.
About 9.30am, Mabelynn sms me saying she overslept and did not attend the class.
And i was wondering, why is she telling me?
She thought i was in class, i thought crystal is in class, crytal thought mabelynn is in class.
She think, she thought, in the end non of the girls went to school except for the last 2hrs.
Went to hand up my MC incase lecturer come after me for make-up lesson.
Couldn't help out for the party today as i wasn't feeling well so decided to find Yanmei & Jamie after work but later i felt giddy and slight headache again. So sorry again, need to put aeroplane once again. But still i need to return back to work tomorrow. Worst still i'm in the morning shift! Damn it! Its going to be hell busy man!
Thursday, May 8, 2008
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2:20 PM
UNDER THE WEATHER
DOCTOR ADVISE: NEED PLENTY OF REST
Going to bed right now.
Monday, May 5, 2008
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11:55 AM
suppose to end class today at 4pm but lecturer say that he want to have make up today after school. Which means i can only return back home at 5pm. And tmr there will be another round of ambassador interview by the ambassador leader: Hannah. someone who i dont know.
*SCARED* *NERVOUS*
Party, party, party!
PARTY!
I dislike Indian party! They are sooooooooo anxious!
*Argggghhhh*
Coming friday, 9may08 is SKY's bday. and he wanna go to the KBOX but hardly anybody is free on that day to celebrate with him. And i dont know how to tell him.
BORING
