I don't know whether to say that it is a good or a bad news. Basically i failed my first 'A' math quiz which weights 5% of my module. If you think that 5% ain't important than you are thinking it wrongly. I scored 15 out of 33 marks. It's really very bad! Those who knows me well, I'm someone with high hopes for maths. But this time round i really did very badly. It's my first time studying 'A' math. I'm a NEWBIE! -.-

However, i passed my physic! Which is also my first time taking physic, without any basic or any background information about it. And still I'm always surfing the net and playing online games like viwawa which is so popular nowadays, playing computer games-Counter Strike (CS) or chatting with my friends online. And for this quiz, I'm so unprepared! I did study a little of it but somehow i'm still unable to understand every single thing that the teacher taught. Lecturer was so surprised that i actually pass my quiz. Because I'm always not paying attention during his lectures.

As for tomorrow, there will be another quiz-computer programming. A module which i hate it too because its far too confusing! I need to memorise lost of things. Need to think and think and think. Which use up almost 100% of my brain cells! I HATE IT! And also Friday i'm having another 'A' math quiz, and i have to pass this quiz no matter what, in order to pass the whole module. Add the two quiz together which is 66mark in total. and i have to get 33marks to pass it. In order to pass, i need to achieve 18marks. But i'm someone who will aim so low, i'm gonna try my very best to do it! *BLESS ME*

On the week 8, which is the first week of June holiday, i'm having my common test. After which I'll have two weeks break. This common test is really very important! I'm gonna study very hard for it! Whether i like the module or not.

At the very start of poly, i really wanna give up studying. But thinking back, when i was struggling for my 'O' level, what was my aim for? What am i after? It all goes down to a CERTIFICATE! Struggling all the way to poly and i'm gonna give up right now, its gonna be a waste. And i'm really dishearten! I really wanna quit studying when i failed my 'A' maths.

Sometimes i asked myself: 'Quit studying and continue working.' or 'Continue studying and working at the same time.'