Thursday, July 31, 2008
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10:20 PM
I'm currently too engrossed into studies. Without guessing, i think you will sure to know that exam is just round the corner and everyone is like mugging for it. As if they are going to sit for their 'O' Level again. But well currently i'm stuck with only one module! That particular module! OH MAN! I'm being defeat by those diagrams and words!
Honestly i cant figure out what on earth the question is asking for. I've yet to solve all this 'RIDICULOUS' question set by those "professional". They made us think so hard! They made us used up all our brain cells. They made us suffer!
Alright, i'm being too exaggerating. However, for now! All i need is PEACE!
Leave me alone for the next two weeks! Let me have my peace! After which what u wanna do to me, i'll leave it up to u! TEO WEN YAN! Heard that? :) After my exam then i go shopping with you. After my exam then i go MERRY-GO-ROUND with you. I know that's your all time favourite!
LEE YANMEI! Stop asking me to meet you! I have my own life! I need to study! After my exam, u wanna meet me everyday also can! Leave me alone! PLEASE~!
I'm like begging those 'souls'! =X
Yesterday compro lecturer announced the marks for the written test. What keeps me thinking was that 'how did i manage to pass'? I PASSED! I shld not bother anymore and just concentrate on other modules!
Maybe i wont update this COMPLICATED blog for the next few weeks?
Well, nevermind. Just remember to come back here once in a while (:
Thursday, July 24, 2008
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3:16 PM
THE L WORD SEASON 6: CARMEN"S RETURN.
Scene 1: Shane walks into the house through the back door and throws her keys on the table. She sees a note with “Shane” written on it. She reads it.
(Jenny’s voice)
“Shane,
I never thought you would hurt me like this. NEVER! When I told you that “Nikki was dead to me”, you knew that it was said it pain and anger. You know that when I fall in love, it is from the heart. And Nikki has .. had my heart. You both deserve each other. I hope you two will be happy together.
I will be out of the house until Monday. I want you GONE by then.
"Jenny"
Shane drops the letter on the table, runs her fingers through her hair, and says “fuck!”
Scene 2: Shane loads the last of her bags in the Jeep. Bette, Tina, and Angelica are playing in the pool. Angelica is on a raft and Bette and Tina are on either side of it/her. Shane walks over to them.
Shane: “Hey”
Bette/Tina: “Hey”
Shane (Kneeling down): “Hey Angelica”
Angelica (Waves to Shane): “Hey Shane”
Tina: “So this is it, huh?”
Shane (Looking around the pool area appreciatively, remembering all of the good times she has had there): “Yeah, this is it. I really fu.. (Looking at Angelica), Sorry. I really messed things up this time. I’m gonna miss not living next door to you guys.”
Bette: “Maybe you guys can work things out.”
Shane (Standing up):”I doubt it. The damage is done.”
Tina: “Where are you going to go? Do you need a place to stay? Since I’m staying here, (Tina looks at Angelica and Bette who smiles, then winks at Tina. Tina reaches for Bette’s hand the squeezes it), my old apartment is empty. You can stay there as long as you want.”
Shane: “Nah, but thanks for the offer. The insurance check came in and I’m renting a Condo four blocks from the Planet and around the corner from SheBar until I decide what I’m going to do. I might go visit Shay for a while. It’s cool. We’ll still see each other.” (Tears begin to well up in Shane’s eyes). “Well, bye guys.”
Bette: “Bye Shane, see you later.”
Angelica: “Bye Shane, see you later.”
Shane looks at Angelica and smiles.
Tina (Watching Shane walk away, yells):”Shane!” If you need anything call, ok? Bye Shane”
Shane without turning around, waves goodbye. She gets into her Jeep and drives away.
Bette and Tina watch as Shane drives away. They then look at each other.
Tina: “I love you.” (Tina puts her hand on Bette’s head and then slides down to her cheek)
Bette (Smiles): “I love you, too.”
They kiss passionately until they hear …
Angelica: “Bye Shane.”
Bette and Tina stop kissing each other and both kiss Angelica on the side of the head.
Scene 3: Shane has both hands full along with bags over both shoulders. She walks up to the elevator and pushes the button. A bag on her right shoulder falls off and in bending down to pick up that bag, the other bags on her right side fall off.
Shane: “Fuck.”
The elevator door opens.
Shane (Kicking, throwing, and hiking bags into the elevator while still bent down and her back to the door): “Hold the Door.”
Person in the elevator drags a mattress backwards out of the door: “Stop throwing things at me. If you’d let me get off, you can get on. Jeez, what kind of idiot are you.”
Shane (Stands up and turns toward the person who is talking): “What the Fuck?”
Shane turns around to see Carmen standing there. They lock eyes and stare at each other for what seems like an hour. Shane drops to her knees, hugging Carmen tightly around the waist, and begins to cry uncontrollably. Carmen stands there stiff as a board, looking straight ahead. Tears begin to run down Carmen’s face and she puts her left hand on Shane’s head, pulling Shane tighter to her. This makes Shane cry even harder.
Shane: “Carmen, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,” (She begins to try and explain) “I tried to find you and I went to your house, and your brother’s and I crashed the car, and Shay.” (Carmen doesn’t respond). “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,”
Carmen (Putting the other arm around Shane’s head while still crying): (Barely audible) “Yeah, I know.” (Sighing)
Shane (Still crying uncontrollably): “I never wanted to hurt you. I love you. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, Carmen, I’m so sorry.”
Off camera a man clears his voice: “Ahem.”
Shane gets up, turns her back to the man, and wipes the tears from her face with both hands.
Carmen wipes the tears from her face with her fingers. Shane picks up the last bag and steps back into the elevator. The man gets in after Shane.
Man: “Going up?”
Shane/Carmen: “Yes”
The man presses the second floor button and the elevator door closes. No one says anything as the elevator goes up to the second floor.
Scene 4: When the elevator gets to the second floor, Shane and Carmen both get off. Carmen, dragging the mattress and Shane half carrying and half kicking her bags down the hall, walk in silence. Shane stops at Apartment 2B and Carmen walks past her to 2C.
Carmen (Leans the mattress against the wall and throws her hands in the air): “What the fuck and I doing. I was getting rid of this thing.”
She begins to pull the mattress down the hall again, stops and takes her keys out of her pocket. Carmen opens the door to her apartment and Shane grabs Carmen around the waist and begins to walk Carmen into the apartment. Shane kicks the door closed with her foot. They begin to kiss while walking into the room.
Carmen: “Watch out for the couch” (as they walk into it).
Shane: “Where is the bedroom”?
Carmen: (Whispers) “Down the hall. “Watch out for the wall” (as they run into it). They both giggle while still kissing.
They get to the bedroom and begin to disrobe in silence. Shane reaches for Carmen and pulls her onto the bed. Shane straddles Carmen and looks down at her. Carmen hooks up at Shane. Neither one says a thing. Shane bends down and begins to kiss Carmen. Carmen kisses Shane as if no time has passed between them since they were last together. Shane begins to unzip Carmen’s zipper, sticks her hand down Carmen’s pants, and begins to fuck her. Carmen moans and arches her back upwards towards Shane.
Shane (As Carmen orgasms): “I’m not done yet and neither are you.” (Smiles and winks at Carmen)
Shane then begins to kiss both of Carmen’s breasts, licking both nipples, her stomach, and slides down her body. Shane puts Carmen’s legs over Shane’s shoulders. Shane begins to lick Carmen back and forth, up and down. Carmen squeezes Shane’s head between her thighs and grabs Shane’s hair and pulls it in pleasure.
Shane (Still in between Carmen’s legs): “Ow shit.”
Shane (After Carman orgasms again, Shane comes back up and looks Carmen in the eyes. She whispers to Carmen): “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry Carmen. I love you. I always have.” (Shane rolls off of Carmen and lays face down on the bed and puts the pillow over her head).
Carmen (Lying on her back looking at the ceiling, pulls the covers up to her chin): “I want you to leave.”
Shane (Looking at Carmen confused): “But?” (Shane looks at Carmen asking with her eyes, “Are you serious?”)
Carmen (Yells): “Now!” (Carmen rolls over and turns her back to Shane).
Shane puts on her clothes in silence and walks out the bedroom and shuts the front door.
END
-That's for now.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
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9:31 PM
This blog is going to be dead soon. I know! I have not been updating this blog for like ages. Too much things had happened during the past one week. But i'm here to update the events that took place a week ago :)
On Friday 18july2008 was Mcdonals' crew outing. Due to this crew outing i went off halfway during my lesson and head home to prepare my bag and off i go! Down to store to meet up with the rest of them. So we did a survey before we board the bus. We were all punctual that day and everything went well. Thank goodness we had to run round west coast to look for those stupid dustbin and take a photo with it. All thanks to LEA for coming up with this stupid game. But still we had lots of fun though we were all covered with sweat.
Though we spend quite a short hour together but at least we manage to get a day off from work! However that night. The night was the last day we spend our day having fun with Vivi & Novi. They will be returning back to Indonesia on 21july2008.
That day was so tiring! Had school in the morning and in the afternoon had this mini gathering.
So went straight home after that and soon i dozed off!
On 21july2008. The day that nobody wanted it to come. The day Vivi & Novi return back to Indonesia. Did not attend school that day morning and went toconsult the doctor. Honestly! I'm really sick that day! Late afternoon i went over to the airport with the rest and finally we managed to meet up with Vivi&Novi. All of us had an agreement that we are not suppose to shed a drop of tears. If not the person who cry first will have to treat us dinner. That excluding Vivi&Novi because they are bound to cry. Nobody likes the feeling in the airport. The feeling when u're there to send someone off and he/she will not be coming back in future or maybe you wil not be able to see them as often as you wish. That day i did not shed a tears. Though it's still unbearable to send them off but we are left we no choice. Sooner or later they have to return back to their hometown.
Vivi is someone who always look for me whenever she encounter problems during work. I've seen her throwing temper, cry and of course not forgetting to smile.
However that night was the last night when i see her smile & cry.
No matter what all of us wish them all the best in future!
That kiss was meant to be GoodBye!
Thursday, July 17, 2008
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3:15 PM
Oh my goodness! What month is this? Why is there so many people birthday coming up? GOSH!
Please give me a week or so notice. Honestly going broke recently.
TOO MUCH PRESENT TO PURCHASE!
Put present aside. How about dinner? Ohmygod! Everything is gonna cost a bomb!
I'M GOING FOR MONEY HARVESTING.
I'm not here to complain about the amount that i have to fork out.
But my money! GONE!
Dont worry pals! I wont miss out anyone of your birthday.
JASMINE LEE HUI FEN! 22july. I KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS.
How are you gonna celebrate it?
But sad to say that i cant join you for that celebration because i have got a project to do and its gonna be due soon, but i wont forget your present de >.<
RUBY YONG YU QIN! hmmmm.
Shld i get you a doll? I think that will be a good choice. You will ask me why.
And i'll tell you why now.
Since you like going round K-I-S-S-I-N-G other. why not i get you a doll instead. HAHA.
SOrry that i cant get you a guy. I cant find one.
Or you want a bung? Maybe i can get you one. =X
to be continue...............................................
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
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5:49 PM
One week! It has been one week since i last update my blog.
Honestly, is not that i dont want to update my blog but you know! I'm too busy with life! Busy till i dont have the time to update my blog. Forgive me for being too busy with life =X
Right now almost all my project are done! And have already submitted or presented. Right now i'm left with FINAL EXAM! Gonna revise every modules, clear all my doubts before i enter the examination hall.
Exams exams EXAMS!
Projects projects PROJECTS!
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HOLIDAYS! 2 months! Woots!
ENJOY!
I really dont have much t update on!
