FrancisL_complicated

2008-12-21T00:51:00.003+08:00

Once again, i'm back to work after one month of study break but soon i'm going for another one month break to prepare for my final exam and i think this time round seriously important. However, today back to work. I have those kind of feelings. I feel like resigning. I feel like making a transfer. I feel like finding another job. I feel that everything is changing. I feel that everyone are changing. I fee, i feel & i feel ! What if i resign?What if i make a transfer? I'll definitely miss those crazy but fun managers whom i love to work with. I have lose the motivation to work on. Have only bee away for just one month, i have already noticed the change. I fee the gap between us, i dont know who i can trust, you have become a stranger to me. I may seem happy, i can joke & fool around but do you actually know how i feel and think inside? I dont even know what i'm thinking because i'm totally confuse on what's going on. Whenever there is any event or occasion, June & i are the one only who will actually fork out our time without being paid to do those decoration whereas the rest are happily enjoying their day out with their friends. When they claim that the decoration/party team are the ones who need to do those decoration. Whenever they have got new promotion, they either go to june or me. Regardless whether i have got school the next day, exam comng up, i stil need to make the effort to think of those decoration. I cant possibly leave june alone to do those job. Its honestly totally too unfair, not only to me but to june also. June claim that its unfair but what can we do? I have been losing temper towardsthe customer when i know i cant doing this but i just cant control myself. Recently i'm being quite bad-tempered. I dont know why too.
Viknesh told me that he intend to return back work because he need the money. I have already told muliani and i was thinking: " meaning i cant transfer/resign?" I once told him that if he comes back to work i wont resign but.................................... I dont know! I DONT KNOW!

Show me the true colours of yours.

The gap between us is too far apart.

Tell me you're someone whom i can trust.

I can't seems to understand you guys anymore.

Tell me whatever things you said are the truth & not a lie.

Can we be like last time whe we share everything & anything under the sky?

I dont know & i seriously dont wish to know.

2008-12-18T23:05:00.006+08:00

Monday

Badminton with my classmates, was a last minute thing. Booked the court @ Clementi Sport Hall at 1pm. As usual, almost everyone was late except for hockleng, cm, mabelynn and myself. Before i start to play, i predict i will have body aches! Really, it did happen and its like damn painful! I think i played too long that's why its much more painful than before during my sport & wellness. I dont know whether i shld blame the coach for training me to hit so hard that the shuttlecock flew all the way off court or did i hit it too hard. Before i took up badminton for S&W, my shuttlecock cant even touch the white line at the back but now, it actually pass the white line. Because the coach always train us to hit far & high, and that cause me to lose in so quite a number of matches. =.=
After which, suppose to have steamboat but its like ridiculous because all of us are so sweaty & smelly. Having steamboat will make us sweat even more. We just went over to the nearby KFC & settle down with our breakfast + lunch which is at 5pm which dinner maybe consider one of it too. All of us are so sweaty, so all of us decided to head home but for me i head down to store. Wanted to check for my schedule for this coming saturday but that attitude manager have not do the schedule which makes my trip wasted! Slack around and went down to Farrer park to ST product & waited for SL to off work and went home with her. Because have to wake up the next day at 7am!!!!

Tuesday
SENTOSA

A day out at sentosa! Our first meeting after Simon came back from Melbourne. This month is really not a good month to be choose to go out to sentosa but we actually risk it. I choose this date partly because i wont be free after 20december. After knowing that we will be visiting sentosa on this day, simon is like extremely happy and cant wait for this day. I think its because he hardly have time to spent in singapore as he's living in malaysia. This is like the 3rd time i'm hanging out with him i guess! And that shows how hardly we can meet when he is in malaysia. But i guess it will be damn hard for us to meet up in future because he is now currently studying in Melbourne. We really had fun playing, having mud+ sand attack. Sharon, mingming & i were not being attacked by those ROUGH guys. Xinyi was the unlucky one! However, we were all so being kind-hearted, we created sand mua ji for xinyi. We actually came out with a video on how we do the sand mua ji which can be use for attacks. However the video is with simon and he is yet to send it to me so i cant upload it here. Its not a bad weather but neither is it a good weather because there is no sunlight!! I miss the burning feeling left on me after sun tanning!! When will be sun be back in action once again? Though there is no sunlight, i stil got myself tanned but not too much which i hope it will be very much. Settle our lunch at KFC ( Not again but most of them want KFC so no choice!) While having lunch, we decided to head down to simon's house! Because we never been there so we took bus 61 down to bukit timah! Honestly, its a TORTURE!!! Its not the bus trip but its the walking distance! Its extremely far for us, its like one bus-stop distance to us and simon claim that he is used to it -.-

At simon's place, we found back our childhood game- UNO! Had two round of UNO but then it took us almost 2hours but still we cant fnish the game and had to leave his place because he is meeting cindy huijing @ town. The funniest thing is that he dont even know what block he stays, he only know the way there. Amazing huh? When the sercurity asked him what block and he is like errrr? I dont know but its that block over there ( Pointing toward the block ) All of us like HUH? simon? You dont know what block you stay? Then do you know which unit & level u stay? Everyone of us took bus 75 home & its a long day!!

Look at that evil laugh on simon's face!!! He's not a good boy! Which i certainly agrees to it

Wednesday
Meet up with CS gang today!! However, not all can make it which is like quite sad because it will be lots of fun with all of them present. Its has been awhile since i last play CS with them. We played for like 3hours but the guys are so engross in dont know what commander so xinyi & i went to walk around cineleisure & played photo hunt. At first we clicked on the wrong button which lead us to photo hunt but its exotic version and we were like laughing non-stop and covering the screen because many people were walking past us. Settle our dinner at kobayashi and waited for arri at the same time. Intend to catch a movie at cineleisure but xinyi claim that she is broke so we went down to plaza sing thinking that we can get a good seat and also xinyi wont go bankrupt after the movie BUT! There was a long Q and we want to watch twilight, sad to say that its selling fast and we will not get a good place so we went down to vivocity because xinyi asked one of her friend to reserved the tickets for her. The show starts only at 9.40pm excluding the commercial and in between we have got almost up to 3hours to spend! So we went to the sky garden and right now i can say i have got good eyesight! Because i can recognise ruby from her back when everyone of her say its not her!! As i was walking nearer i heard her talking and i called out for her name. So we sat down and chat about our secondary school life, about our 'beloved' mrs kumar and all sort of stuffs. The movie ended around 12am and simon have to cabbed home because its a long way for him. Its also the first time we hang out together till 12am. Next tuesday meeting them again for seoul garden!!

2008-12-15T02:07:00.002+08:00

I'll make sure u laugh till all your teeth drop
I'll make sure u have got no teeth to chew all your favorite gummies
Don't let me see your face because i'm gonna make you lose all your teeth
You better hide yourself in one hole and pray that i can't find you
You better go for extreme makeover till i can't recognize you
You better hide your BIG head small body which i can't really stand its weirdness
Someone who named herself as JOANNA And whose real name is TEO WENYAN

Actually i'm someone who is so kind-hearted, helpful, forgiveness, happy-go-lucky, cheerful, understanding, crazy, considerate and friendly. Saying all this words here is seriously not like me. Why would i do this to my partner who always bring me for merry-go-round which i actually miss it right now. I'm not that evil till i'll make your teeth drop, i'll probably leave one single teeth for you incase you miss your teeth which u need it when u are taking curry-kueh pose.
Alright i'm gonna stop typing all this nonsense here because i still have to wake up early tomorrow to join my friends for badminton which really did spoil my sleeping plan.

2008-12-15T01:04:00.005+08:00

ADH1842 METAL CANDY

Finally, this adidas metal candy is mine. At the beginning, actually wanted puma watch but after much consideration, decided to purchase adidas watch. Within 5minutes, i spent 168bucks. What i know is that this metal candy is the latest adidas watch and previously adidas candy watch was so popular that almost every single person walking on the street wears that. I believe that soon metal candy will also be popular on the street. I purchase the silver metal candy because i feel that the others are not that attractive to me
Christmas present from my dad :D

Next on list will be this Crumpler Barney Rustle Blanket! I know this bag have been out in store for quite a period already and thousand or million people are having this design/colour. But i just wanna get this but yet have the time to purchase it.
Birthday present from my dad? (Still far away, 3more months) I doubt so because he will say " so many bags already still wanna buy" He had been nagging about me buying bags non-stop. Recently i just purchase a bag which is only 70bucks and he say its expensive, and how about this 171.15 bag?

-How i wish u was there the other day-

2008-12-13T01:15:00.003+08:00

HockLeng, the pro among us!

Yujuin, the flying ball pro!

A day out with my NgeeAnn mates! For those previous 'outing' are to either Eastcoast or chalet but this time round, a change in venue. No more east coast or chalet but to shopping center! This is the very first time i'm hanging out with them for movie, pool, arcade etc.. For the past 5months, coming to 6months, i have never actually hang out with them till late night unless for studies(when almost three-quarter of the time is talking).

Went around Marina Square spending money on arcade/pool/movie/dinner.

Ate sakae sushi today and tired quiet a number of the sushi which i never tried b4 and used to think that it will never taste nice to me. One thing will never change is that i will never eat raw food because i feel that it is really disgusting. I dont know why but it gives me that kinda feeling. But tody we still ordered raw food because the guy say whatever we order they will eat, but in the end they finally voice out and said that they actually dont eat raw stuffs. Looking towards to their direction, the food are all cleared. Sakae sushi was like kinda a buffet type so after they voice out we did not order any raw food because it will be like just a torture to ourselves.

'The Day The Earth Stood Still' I know nuts before watching this movie. But upon hearing that this show is awesome, its excellent and whatever great words describing this movie coming out from other people's mouth. After the movie then i know its all about aliens invading into our planet, telling human that they are going to die because the earth is going to die and they aliens are here to save the earth instead of humans. Honestly this show ain't that great, ain't awesome like what others have said and its just a ordinary movie but with great effect that's all.

After the movie we have no where to head to so we just walk aimlessly. Mabelynn suggest that we go to mind cafe at Clarke Quay so we walked all the way from marina square over to clarke quay and after that back to marina square because by the time we play with those boardgame, it will be damn late because the next hockleng still have to work. Although he claim that its okay with him but then i know it will be damn tiring because i tried that before. Reaching home at around 1am and have to wake up at 7am to prepare for work. Its way too tiring!

Got myself another ear-hole. 4th hole in total and 3rd on my left ear.

Just only then i realise that the stud is pink in colour! F**K that guy man! Wonder whether does he know how to pierce a ear-hole or not. He did not even tell me that he is going to pierce Which gave me a shock and unprepared. He did not even tell me that the stud is pink in colour because i dont wear pink colour stud. He did not even allow me to choose the stud because i dont know what kinda stud he choose. I still prefer the girl who used to pierce my ear. Baby, mingming, yaya should know who i am referring to :D

2008-12-09T00:08:00.015+08:00

4DEcember2008

The day whe Mr SimonEdwardTayJiaHao arrived back in Singapore.

Was at the airport 'fetch' him. 9.35pm @ Terminal 3. Lied to him that non of us are free that day. Saw simon's dad and told him that we will be going into hiding and asked him not to tell simon that we are there. His father is such a good actor! He even ask simon where are your friends when he knows that we are there. WAITED AND WAITED! Finally @ 10pm he came out! We actually surprised him by coming out by his back and hs mum suggest that we go to the Kopitiam at the basement. We chatted for like an hour or so. Manage to catch the last train back from Changi Airport if not i'm gonna waste $$ on taxi fare again.

IDIOTS GOING INTO HIDING
Looking out for simon and also talking on the phone with sharon

SIMON & FRANCIS

Chatting happily

The whole of us!

7DECEMBER2008
Yesterday i was suppose to be at home or maybe outside mugging for my common test tomorrow with my friends. However, i was @ sentosa, not having sun tanning but attending my cousin's wedding. Its not wedding dinner but wedding lunch @ sentosa. My father woke me up early in the morning at 8am to prepare when her wedding only starts at 12pm. He's damn freaking anxious about the wedding and he sounds as if he is the one who is getting married. He kept rushing me so i told him off! "If you continue nagging i wont go, you choose!" Because the night before i told him i dont wanna go because common test i coming up and i have not study for that module and he said that its just for awhile moreover its also my cousin. What he said wasn't true, the wedding last for almost 4hours and i sat there drinking with my sister and uncle. Uncle was drank and talking non-stop.
To cousin Lisa
May the happiness you experience on your wedding day remain with you both for many years to come. Congratulations!

oldest cousin and her husband
cousin Lisa and her husband ALex

My uncles- oldest, average, youngest & my step-uncle

MY FAMILY

Finally seeing me wearing white?

Happily eating his sharkfin!

My eldest cousin's son, Keith. My nephew?

With sister in the toilet =.=

Incomplete with some missing.

SISTER, ME, COUSIN LISA, ALEX ( I dont know whether to call him uncle alex or what)

8DECEMBER 2008

This is such a long post & i'm having common test tomorrow & its my first paper.
Its time to end of my post right here!

Be right back again

2008-12-03T23:38:00.002+08:00

"I believe that 3years gonna past real soon! I'm gonna graduate from Ngee Ann Polytechnic after 3years! I'm gonna make it through. ''
Like as if i can! Struggling right now in my first year and how can i possibly make it through the 3years. I know i have been lying to myself that i can make it through. I wanna get the diploma when i know i cant possible get it that easily when i dont even work hard for it. After getting the diploma i wanna study hair-dressing. Ain't i crazy for not choosing that at the very start after i got my results? I'm not crazy and i'm not stupid for making such a big route in my life.
I cant guarantee that i can get the diploma but i'm willing to try. I wish i can get the diploma and after which i will continue my studies but in Electrical Engineering anymore but to hair-dressing.
In future if i cant make a living in becoming a electrician i can try my luck in becoming a hair-stylist which i always wanted to do so.
I really regret! I regret that i did not choose hair-dressing in the first place which made myself suffer like hell when i need to face PHYSIC & 'A' maths. If i had not choose polytechnic in the first place, i wouldn't have met these crazy bunch of classmates who never failed to make me laugh, crapping all sort of jokes.
Right now my mind is full of Zener diode, forward & reverse bias, KVL & KCL rule, V=IR, Q=CV and all sort of equations and names appearing because COMMON TEST is arriving next week!! After which i will have 3weeks holiday which i believe i dont consider it a holiday when i still need to work. At the mean time i will not forget to enjoy myself!

-Counter-strike with simon and gang!
-Sun-tanning [i know i wont get tanned but still i wanna be out under the sun]
-badminton which we have been complaining about
-cycyling which ming told me last semester and yet to be done
-Christmas celebration which cant be missed!
Lots of event lining up!
Get over with common test and holiday here i come!

2008-11-29T23:26:00.009+08:00

"Do not wait; the time will never be "just right'. Start where you stand, and work with whatever tools you may have at your command, and better tools will be found as you go along."

Waking up early in the morning is totally not my way of living. I wont wake up until the clock struck 1pm or so. Its weekend today and have to wake up early and cant get my precious sleep! Cousin's wedding is coming real soon and uncle, aunt & cousin came over today early morning just to bring over the wedding cakes. Not only this which cause me to give up my precious sleep, its also CRYSTAL, YUJUIN, YILIN & CHEEMENG. Planned to study in school today at 12pm @ school atrium but all of them were all late, EXTREMELY LATE. Especially Crystal, she did not even make her way to school due to some reason. Honestly, i'm someone who wont really study when i'm at home. What i usually does is that i can face my expensive laptop up to hours or even the whole. You will ask me what i do when i'm online for such long hours. Friendster, facebook, reading others blog (typical singapore style= busybody), msn & last but not least drama show or movies. I'll always dump my bag at one corner of the house and stick to this stupid screen for hours. However, today i did a SLIGHT change! I actually did those tutorials myself and of cause with a little of yujuin.

Order McDelivery and i told them to call upon arrival and not MISSED CALL ME UPON ARRIVAL! Instead of CALLING me he MISSED CALL me which pissed me off. I was curious who called me so i return the call and he said:" Hi i'm calling from Mcdonals delivery, i'm at block 1 and you can come collect your thing." Once i hang up the call i started cursing and swearing at him. So we 'enjoyed' the food which we actually don't and back to work again! After Yujuin went home we were like no mood to study because no one is there to help me with AC & AEL so we went on talking happily about everything under the sky! After long conversation, we then realise that its 7.30pm so packed up and return back home!! That's not the latest that i have stayed in school so far, the latest was with mabelynn and crystal due to ECPRO project. Miss those days when we were gossipping about others in those dark atmoshpere @ the canteen when not a single light was on and have to depends on handphones ad laptops.

Was told to purchase a present for Gary by June. Don't really feel like helping because common test is just one week away and still ill-prepared! Upon hearing that she don't have time to purchase it, i was thinking that i hardly have time too! Wanted to ask someone to accompany me tomorrow because i was thinking of having a day break for myself but everyone seems to be much more busier than i am. Either almost everyone are having exam the coming week or some need to work and unable to make it. I think i have to purchase it by myself tomorrow! 'Why do i have to agree to it at the first place?' I don't know too! Sacrificing my time to do this! Did i made the wrong move? I wish i did not.

FCUK OFF!

If SORRY can solve everything i wish i will be sorry FOREVER.

I accept the way you define Friends.

PRETENDER

2008-11-27T21:48:00.008+08:00

What is Juvenile Delinquency? Juvenile delinquency refers to criminal acts performed by juveniles . Examples of acts of Juvenile Delinquents are vandalism, truancy, shop lifting, extortion, sexual offences, drug trafficking , abusing animal/people and physical aggression which may include harmful weapons, just to name a few.

Yesterday went around Ngee Ann Polytechnic with Chee Meng and Crystal. We went to Ngee Ann Alumni and next to SIM. Why do we have so much time to do this? Guess what? I actually have to gut to skipped the lesson. I did not mean to skip lesson but the teacher makes me do this. Does this consider the act of Juvenile Delinquency? Crystal and i suggested to walk over to SIM to have our lunch instead of having it at Ngee Ann. Honestly, its a long way there. At first i dont know the way there because i never walk over to SIM before, i have only walked over to Ngee Ann from SIM. So i recalled the way, Cheemeng and crystal have doubts the i know the way there. But in the end, we reach SIM! Wanted to go over to Ngee Ann Alumni to have our lunch but once we pull open the door, its so high class, so grand and most importantly its over crowded.

After having our lunch, crystal and i came up with a scenario. Because we stll have got one hour left and we have more than enough time to return back to class and have our lesson for like 30mins? 45mins?

TEACHER: Where did you went? You took so long to come back.

US: I went to the toilet.

TEACHER: But the toilet is just next door.

US: *Surprised* OH? Sure? Turn left or right?

Teacher: Left.

US: We turn right.

Teacher: Where did you go after you trun right?

US: We walked all the way to SIM.

Teacher: *Puzzled* FOR?

US: We went to have our lunch :)

Ain't we interesting? Coming up with this kinda conversation.

Having common test the following week and i'm stil unprepared. Of the three modules, i don't have any confidence for any of the papers. Even for 'A' maths, i still unsure about some parts.

Gonna study for the common test this weekend.

2008-11-25T15:20:00.002+08:00

Don't assume that you know me well when you don't.
Don't pretend that i mean a lot to you when actually i don't.
Don't teach me how i should live my life when you're just nobody to me.
Don't tell me logic stuffs when u don't even have logic at the first place.
Don't make decision for me when i don't need you to do that at the start.
You are not me and you can't be me. I'm not you and i don't wish to be you.
Just leave alone!

2008-11-22T00:50:00.002+08:00

Prediction: EG2 quiz i'm gonna fail! Although i studied for it but still i MANAGE to forget everything once i received the test paper.

Today i forced myself to get out of my bed because this quiz starts early in the morning, the first period of the day.

While on the way to school, received a call. I dont know who is that at first because the number seems to be veryyyy long and also is not a local number. Was wondering if that's june or not because she went over to malaysia early morning at 5am. So i answered the call and to my surprised! It was Vivi!! She called me and wanted to chat with me but i'm on the bus and about to alight and rushing to class. So she just say she will call me another time. Did not expect her to call me today. She went back to indonesia for like almost 6months already and yet she still call me like she used to do b4 she went back to her country. Really miss the days when she was around. Honey, i know u're not gonna see this but just to say i miss you.

COMMON TEST ARRIVING IN TWO WEEKS TIME!

2008-11-17T23:33:00.003+08:00

For the previous post was honestly a short and a lame one. Since Crystal gave me the idea of writing something regarding my HAVOC class. Many and more to come are having weird names! All thanks to our 'peek-a-boo' guy: Mr YuJuin! Why do i call him 'peek-a-boo- guy? Oh well! For those who have notice a trademark of him, he will always do a 'peek-a-boo' action before he makes a smile! That's like, errrmmm! Yujuin! Ain't your eyes tired? This trademark is discovered by Crystal. She loves to discover other's trademark. More to come!

We have got Mr. Drawer. Erm well, this time round this guy got the nickname from yujuin because he says he have a weird jaw. How funny can that be! A weird jaw! A Jaw which looks like a drawer. He seems to be eyeing on a girl in our class! Opps! Isn't that obvious who he is? Make a wild guess if u're that smart! Somehow we're living in a ZOO during lecture class. Because there is Ape, Snake, Donkey and i dont know which animals there are. But there are more than that i guess.

We still have got Lydia sum! I mean i dont mean to be rude but yar! Crystal gave HIM that name too. Because there was once when he says: Bring your laptop to charge and make sure its full so you dont have to charge at home. That's how u gonna cut down on ur electric bills? But i guess that will be the only way out? He even brought his handphone to charge in class! Oh god! I admit i used to do that way back in secondary school because my handphone always went dead and not by the logic of saving electric bills.

Have i miss out anyone who have got WEIRD nicknames? I guess i have but i'm too tired to think of that right now. Why not crystl u give me some more ideas?

Tag Replies

Jeannette & SASA: RELINKED!

LA: GOT IT! READ IT!

RUBY: Welcome! Although its extremely late but still hope u like it! Because i failed to meet u! That why the present came so late :D

2008-11-14T02:31:00.002+08:00

Blogging at this hour is seriously not me. Have not been blogging recently due to tight schedule.

Stopped work for the following one month because common test is coming up the next month. Right now i still dont get any idea about AC and AEL. and i HATE E_-LEARNING.

RIght now i have got nothing to blog about. TIME TO SLEEP!

2008-11-04T07:28:00.002+08:00

Look at the time right now!! Just woke up or i have not even gone to bed since last night? Serene gave me morning call at 6am SHARP! Reason being very simple: Ask me wake up to do my work before its too late. -.- However i'm too tired so i went back to bed again thinking that there will sufficient time to do my work. I was not in the right mood at that time, i was quite blur at that moment! But still i manage to get up and do my work now! Been struggling since last night. Anyway there's no school today, going down to kallang to collect the concert ticket with sister for FEILUNHAI concert.

SUNDAY

Its was june's bday so we went down to tiong bahru to watch 'the coffin' as she wanted to watch. But the overall conclusion is that its NOT NICE, NOT SCARY, NOT EXCITING. We made the wrong judement, thought that it will be a great movie! I'm suppose to work from 10am till 6pm on that day but it was june's bday so i request to change my timing and all of us were like idiots acting down there! But still we manage to leave the store and went for our movie.

Tomorrow SOMEONE bday coming le hor?!?!!?! Someone turning18 already! AT LAST!

2008-10-22T23:01:00.006+08:00

We love watching tv in darkness, you havea problem with it?

Seriously i'm damn tired right now. Just one word to descirbe- TIRED

Today was supposed to be watching movie with my classmates A23 but due to last minute changes, we have cancelled the movie trip. Crystal cant make it as she said that she is a BUSY WOMAN. As for our class guys, they are just FREAKING GAY! One say he cant make it, the other will say 'oh, den i not going coz he's not going.' What kinda gay reaction from them man! I cant make it either because i have to purchase june's birthday present tody because Nana wil not be free for those upcoming weeks. Pray that june dont know my bloglink because she does not know that we brought her a necklace from Lee Hwa Jewellery! So nice of us right, yeah i know! The necklace is 0.07carat! Its less than 1carat. But still its not cheap either!

Took bus61 from school with Adeline, Yilin & Esther but they fall asleep and i dont wanna wake them up so i just alight outside my block and head over to store to pass june the list of people who still owe us MONEY! Asking others to help us collect it will like take 1027302164071 years to get that sum of money back. I mean seriously! After which i went over to HarbourFront after school to meet up with Nana. After purchasing the necklace, i went over to Nana's place. When i reached her house it was like ONLY 5pm. Imagine i'm back home at 5pm and all i do was watching television and using laptop. How boring can that be! Talk alot on our way back, it seems like it has been ages since we last chatted. After Nana's birthday, I swear that i'm not going to collect anymore money from anyone else for those upcoming birthday child's birthday present. Its seriously tiring when u have to collect the money and buy the present all buy yourself. Asking some of them for opinion is like USELESS. Honestly its useless! Everything i have to make decision all by myself. Relaying on others is really USELESS. I had enough of all these 'work'! UNFAIR- is the word i use to describe this! I guess this is quite a long post for this month yea? At least i made the effort to update my blog. UNLIKE ESTHER! Esther! YOU SEE THIS? Get what i mean? Faster! Its time to update yours too!

TAG REPLIES:

PING: What you mean? I dont understand.

ADELINE: Obviously its you. CBear= Carebear -.-

2008-10-20T00:25:00.003+08:00

I have got one Question to ask!

Is my hairstyle that unique that people claim that they never seen this kinda hairtsyle before?

Went shopping @ tiong with my grandma, aunts, mum and sis. They whole shopping session is so damn freaking boring! Maybe its not my type of Dressing clothes that they are looking for.

Another week starts again! Gonna have lots of presentation coming up and also projects! Its going to be damn boring man! Have not been paying attention in class for that one week! Because i'm still in holiday mood! Iguess most of them are still in holiday mood yar? Not only me okay!

Tag replies:

yL: Dont you know? He's a typical gay in our class! We have got 6girls in our class instead of 5. You forgot about that?

LA: I'm not trying to be lik lydia. You know that i'm a busy person that's why i dont have much time to blog and also i dont know what to blog about. Why not u tell me what to blog lahs? =)

2008-10-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

Once again my typical student's life start!

Right now my school timetable is like almost everyday ends at 5pm and start at 9am. Training us for our working life in future? Almost everyday i have practical lesson and have to wear RUBBER SHOES! I detest wearing COVERED shoes man! There's a slight change in classmates. Mabelynn and Firadus are no longer in our class however we have got three new additional new classmates from ECP. Two girls and one guy. That guy is like everytime so EMO! He is always sitting at one corner by himself. He's like anti out class. For that five days in school, he only joined us for lunch once. Freaking IAC module! Need to hand in the first presentation on our next IAC lesson. Damn freaking fast can!

Right now talking to that typical GAY- Hakim. together with adeline yilin an crystal. That hakim is damn F**KING noisy! Hakim! If u sees this, let me tell you! You're damn noisy! Please stop finding for nail cutter man! Cutting ur nails when u're in class? Do you need to go for medicure? Come on! Dont be shy! We cant bring you there but you have to pay the bil by urself =)

CRYSTAL CLEAR! I have updated my blog!!!!! FASTER COME!!!!

2008-09-27T00:09:00.002+08:00

2weeks more before my terrible schooling life starts again. About 2weeks ago i got my results for my exams. I MADE IT TO 2nd SEMESTER ! ! !

SURPRISINGLY! I dont have to face those horrible lecturers that i tolerate for 6months. I wonder how will my next lecturers be like. Friendly, kind, helpful? or unfriendly, unreasonable, bitchy? I wonder! I wonder! I WONDER!

Quite dissapointed with the results especially my A maths. Everyone knows i aim high for A maths but this time round my A maths level totally drop. I scored C+ for A maths. Everyone who knows me know that i never scored C before for my maths and this time round i did. For the first paper that i took in poly, i actually scored a C+ instead of a 'B' or 'A'. Should i say that i aim too high for A maths? Nevermind, for the 2nd semester i will be taking A maths again, and i really hope that i can score at least a 'B'! For other modules, i did not expect much, i did not expect that i could actually pass all. I actually passed COMPRO and ELTECH! I manage to score a 'D' for COMPRO and i know its not a good result and there's nothing to be proud of, but u know! I actually failed all the test for compro and i still made it during the final! For ELTECH, i failed my common test during the fist attemp, and for the second attemp, i manage to score ard 60 i guess but mark i maintain at 50marks n matter how good u scored. I really put in the effort to study for ELTECH and luckily i pass!

2nd semester starting soon and new modules coming up next! Somehow i'm excited to know what kinda modules i will be taking next but on the other side, i'm still quite reluctant to go back to school! Waking up hell damn early and prepare for school, and ends at latest 5pm and earliest 1pm.

Typical student's life!

Enjoy the rest of the holidays before it comes to an end!

2008-09-22T23:32:00.001+08:00

This isn't the kinda life i want!

2008-09-15T22:06:00.002+08:00

Relationship Quiz..

1. Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirt ?
-Single

2. Are you happy with that ?
-Absolutely happy

3. Would you still kiss your ex ?
-No harm right?

4. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
-Who dont?

5. Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok ?
yea

6. Have you ever talked about marriage ?
-Never

7. Do you want children ?
-Well. I guess No?

8. How many ?
- . . .

9. If someone like you right now, would you want them to tell you ?
-Things cant be force, whether you wanna say itor not its up to you.

10. Do you want someone you can't have ?
-Nope.

11. Have you ever been in love ?
-Yea.

12. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries ?
-Yea.

13. What would you say about your most recent ex ?
-HUMAN.

14. Does your ex still have feelings for you ?
-How would i.

15. Do you believe in long distance relationships ?
-Neve.

16. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
-Maybe?

Are you Perfect ?
-Nobody is perfect.

Are you Tall ?
-Nope. With a height of 160cm u think is tall?

Are you in your pajamas ?
-Nope

Last friend you saw ?
-Amanda.

Last talked to on the phone?
-Viknesh
Last person text you ?
-Pig!
FAVOURITE:
Number:
-Seven 7.
Colour:
-Black.

Food:
-Anything that is edible.
Place ?
-Sentosa.

QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up ?
A: Open my eyes -.-

Q: Do you have anything bothering you ?
A: Yea! Which job shld i take up next.
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theatres ?
A: Journey to the center of the earth.
Q: Where is the last place you went ?
A: Aunt's place.
Q: Do you smile a lot ?
A: Yea i think so.

Q: Do you wish upon stars ?
A: Nope.
Q: Are you a friendly person ?
A: I guess i am.

Q: Where did you sleep last night ?
A: Bed.
Q: When was the last time you cried ?
A: I dont remember.
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed ?
A: What time shld i wake up the next day.
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great ?
A: 7. No particular reason.

Q: What do you hear right now ?
A: Noise.

Q: Does anything hurt you right now ?
A: Nope.
Q: What's your favourite month ?
A: The month where there are holidays.
EMOTIONS
Are you missing someone right now ?
-Nope.
Are you tired ?
-Nope.
Are your parents still married ?
-Of course.
BASICS:
Real Name ?
-LeeYiPei.
Eye Colour ?
-Brown.
Male or Female ?
-Erm?
Crushing ?
-Nope.
Hair Colour ?
-Brown.
Sweats or Jeans ?
-Jeans?

Phone or Camera ?
-Both.
Health Freak ?
-Nope.
Righty or Lefty ?
-Righty.
Smoke or Drink ?
-I dont smoke but i drink.

FIRST:
First best friend ?
- How would i know.
First enemy ?
-No idea.

First vacation ?
-Indonesia.

CURRENTLY:
Eating ?
-Nope.
Drinking ?
-Nope.

Listening to ?
-Tamta-WithLove

Plans for tomorrow ?
-WORK!

Waiting for ?
-Thursday! My OFF day.
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
Lips or eyes ?
-Eyes.
Shorter or taller ?
-Depends.

Romantic or Spontaneous ?
-Romantic.
Sensitive or Loud ?
-Loud.
Hook-up or in a relationship ?
-Neither.
HAVE YOU EVER:
Drank hard drinks ?
-Yes
Lost glasses/contacts ?
-Never.

Ran away from home ?
-Never.
Broken someone's heart ?
-I dont know.

Been arrested ?
-Obviously not.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
Do you like someone ?
-Nope.
Are you seriously happy with where you are in life ?
-I guess so.

FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:

SzeLei, Hueyping, Stanley, Crystal, Mabelynn

2008-09-13T00:38:00.002+08:00

Just came back home from pig's house. In the afternoon went out with yanmei to buy her stuffs at pennisular. After which went toFar East plaza to purchase my hard-disk which i long wanted to buy. Brought one which is 250GB which cost 214bucks. I know i have been spending quite a lot these few days. Less than 3months i brought a mp3, a camera and now a hard-disk. This time round when i purchase all these stuffs, i never claim money from my dad. All these i brought by my own money! Next on my list is a watch, either puma or adidas. Have not come to a conculsion on which watch to buy. But the one that caught my eyes was the puma(brown) which cost about S$ 179. Will wait till get my next pay or maybe during december or what. Slacked the whole night at pig's house and she claimed that i spend alot of money recently. But then i buy those things for purpose de ma, so you cant blame me for being spendthift. Tomorrow still gonna report for work! Pig say she will come down find me because i told her mu said she wanna talks to me.

You're someone whom i cant trust.

You're someone whom will seek help only if you need them.

You're someone whom i called ordinary friend and not someone beyond that.

That's what you made me realise who you really are.

2008-09-12T00:07:00.004+08:00

5SEPTEMBER
Suppose that today is my OFF day but still i went down to store to meet up with SzeLei and YanMei. But my purpose of going down to store is nt mainly to look for them but to look for june because previously i went to purchase a new laptop with her and i needto help her install some new functions, so meet her up at store which is convinient for all of us. Basically nothing much happen this few days.
11SEPTEMBER
I'm busy working but soon i'm gonna quit my work. Shld be joining other F&B outlet together with some of my managers. Have yet to come to a decision because Muliani got to know that i wanna quit and she is quite angry. I wont deny that she is a good boss, a good listener and advisor. There was once i wanted to quit and i told her myself and she sat down with me and gives me advise. That's why till now i'm still working there. However this time round i dare not tell her that i wanna quit.
However last night she came down to store and asked me whether if it is true that i wanna resign and i was stunned! I kept on denying and she said that she wanna talks to me. I quickly look at the time and said that i'm very tired and i wanna go home. So i told her anything we can talk next time so i went off.

Sooner of later i'm gonna leave this place. I cant be sticking to this job forever when the pay is so low, this kinda of allowance cant last me forever. If one day i leave, i'm sorry mu that i never kept the promise that i made.

2008-09-02T00:37:00.006+08:00

31AUGUST2008 Last day of the month august! Woke up at 6.30am to prepare for work. End work at 1pm because i kept on pestering Nana that i wanna go home. At 1pm she gave up and allows me to go off. I cab home and prepare myself and went off to meet pig at LJS @ 2.30pm. Took the train down to paya lebar for the RSAF open house, after which took a cab down to Paya Lebar air base because neither of us know the way there. Been taking cab partically every morning when i goes to work! Walked around at the open house and went off at 7pm when the open house ends. Took the free shuttle bus down to Hougang and took bus 74 down to pig's house. Slack there a while and wait for her to feed her dog b4 heading down to store to look for june and yanmei.

RSAF

Us with philip(zoe tay's husband)

Pig's puppy-baby

baby staring at me -.-

She is emo-ing.
I love this pic. Baby staring at pig.

Not i dun wanna play with you, is you too hyper.
and she start bitting slippers.

2008-08-26T00:37:00.004+08:00

F R A N C I S

Back to work today and everyone were so surprised to see me back to work once again. This time round i'm working for the entire holiday that i'm having. I dont know when my holiday gonna end but roughly i think it should be around end september if im not wrong.

Tomorrow's my class chalet and i'm not gonna attend due to work! I wanna save my first 10k and i'm learning driving end of this year!

This Friday is teachers' day celebration and for EX 512 year 2007, please be reminded that we will be meeting at blk 6C, Doctor's Ho corner @ 9.30am because this year Qss is having only half day school and the celebration is gonna start at 1015am. If you cant make it for the celebration, nevermind because we might be going somewhere else after the celebration, so do join us after that if you can. The colour code for that day will be BLACK . Anything you can kindly just contact me or msn me.

2008-08-25T00:56:00.003+08:00

SENTOSA

Intend to go Sentosa today but Pig called last night at 2.30am but i did not answer the phone as i fell asleep but she sms and said that she cant go anymore. Something cropped up last minute so cancelled it off, have to go after her examS. Moreover today's whether is not a good one. Raining season arriving? I guess so!
I miss Sentosa! I miss the beautiful scenery! I miss the sandy sand! I miss that salty water!
I MISS ! I MISS ! I MISS THE SUN! I love the burning feeling on the skins.
I hate the rain who spoilt the mood! I hate the clouds who covers the sun!
But still, I LOVE SENTOSA!

Going back to work tomorrow! Working at 12pm till 8pm! I request for 8am till 4pm but gary is being so nice that he say he have enough people for morning but not afternoon! Why i dont wanna work afternoon, there's a reason behind it. It's because i wanna aviod working with panda! He always spoil my mood! Seriously i only worked with him once, and that that one time! I HATED HIM! He left a bad impression to me! That impression never change! Just have to pray hard that he dont make my life miserable and i'll be glad! But before going to work, gonna meet pig at MDIS, because she wants to check if she can be enrolled into the school. Still need to gives her morning call! Once a pig, always a pig!

2008-08-23T01:43:00.005+08:00

19August2008
Fianlly exams are over and met up with MS Teo WenYan! Went to town and later to bugis! And the whole day, she only brought one pathetic shirt! =.=
Because someone is extremely dissapointed that he did not rely her. That's why she has no mood to do her shopping! Unlike me! I still can continue with mine. =D
21August2008
"Uncle, Yishun street 11, blk 123!" As i hop into the taxi and headed towards yishun to consult the physcian because i injured my leg when playing basketball. It had been year since i last visit him and a year since i take a cab down to yishun which is like from a end to another. As i stared at the scenery, it reminds me of my life in secondary school. For those who knows me, i often injured myself without fail. When i was in primary 6, i injured myself and its not minor sprain but fractured my ankle unfortunately. From then on i injured myself more than often. However, after i graduate from secondary school, i never injure myself anymore even though i run about and play a fool. Unluckily, i had a fall while playing basketball and have to consult the doctor once again now.
From the scenery, it keeps me thinking about my secondary school life. How i met my friends, how i enjoyed or 'suffered' my ife through secondary school days and etc.. I miss those good old days. Though we cant sit down together as one, chat about everything under the sun, disturbing one another like how we used to do, giving each other nicknames and playing pranks on one another. Can we do that now? The kind of friendship is no longer the same. Do we still treasure this kind of friendship? Though we still keep in contact, but the feeling of friendship is no longer the same as before, neither can we chat like how we did.
"People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!"
22August2008
Celebrated Mr Chua Hongkai's birthday today. Its belated birthday because we cant forked out time for him but still we manage to celerate today. No present for him but red packet as we cant think of what to buy for him. And gayr was like so envy that he got that money yar?Nevermind, we will try if we can do that on ur birthday. Next coming up is MULIANI!

His birthday cupcakes ordered in from malaysia!

Happy 16th birthday!

2008-08-18T17:42:00.002+08:00

Finally exams are OVER

What a bad day i had today! Once again, i injured myself, I sprained my knee while playing basketball. How did i end up injuring my knee? Good question eh? I dont even know how did i fall. Slack at west coast CC until 4pm den we went off and now i'm about to meet yanmei to consult the doctor at Ghim moh! After which i still need to check out the pricing of the food for Hongkai's bday! Tomorrow i gonna meet up with BIG BIRD! Oh man! With my injured leg!

2008-08-14T23:37:00.002+08:00

I must be real insane to communicate with those modules.

"Hey Guys! Be Nice! Allow Me To Understand You Guys for Just One Day! And I'll Be Very Grateful To You All (:"

and that's my personal message!

Hey guys! I just wanna be friend with you all! come one! please? -.-

2008-08-13T21:46:00.001+08:00

Volkswagen New Beetle

SOON! You're gonna be MINE!

2008-08-10T20:23:00.002+08:00

Sunday! I'm blogging right here! Surprising that i'm not going anywhere today hur? Final exam going on this Friday and i have still not yet able to cope with ENGMEC. However i went out yesterday with pig again! I know i shld not have went out but i told her i will meet her on saturday, so i went down to store and wait for her to off work! And i saw Hongkai's pathetic face, because he is Helen's topcat. Helen was like kinda lame to ask me punch in and ask Hongkai to punch out. I have to 'abandon' june yesterday. Is not i dont love you, is i cant love you that day! Wanted to talk to lea but F**K man, W.T was there, so i cant go into the manager room.

I think ard 4pm we left store and headed down to vivo city! Its so damn crowded man! They shld have gone to marina square to watch the fireworks instead of shopping at vivo! And yesterday i brought a new mp3- ZEN STONE PLUS. Wanted to puchase the one in red, but most of the stores in singapore does not have the red colour anymore. So i decided to puchase the white colour BUT also! Yesterday at BEST they only left with blue and black. So i just decide to take the black colour. Only manage to reach home at about 10.15pm. Early eh? Because pig have got work today so went home early.

There is no more school tomorrow but i'm going back to meet up with my mates to revise for the final exam. No choice! I have tons of question to ask them!

2008-08-08T12:29:00.002+08:00

First of all, not forgetting to wish KATHERINE happy birthday! Enjoy your day! Celebrating your birthday on national day eve? Or shld i say celebrating on Olympic day? -.-

A friend whom i know for like 7 or 8 years? I guess so, if i'm not wrong. Anyway! Just enjoy your day today! Have fun!

Yesterday i had my COMPRO final exam. And i would say, i totally gave up. My mind was blank at that moment and i really hate that module and i dont understand whatever shit that lecturer says. That lecturer is also very naggy! Worse stil he shared the same surname as me. -.-

But well. After giving up my COMPRO test, i headed down to tiong bahru to meet Doris, my pet! Had LJS, fast food again! After which she suggested to watch movie! How great! Watch "Journey to the centre of the earth". I will just rate it at 3stars i guess. The effects for the show was great, but on average i will say its okay. After which went down to McDonal's to slack around. Reached homw around 10.45pm i think. I'm damn tired! Went to bed straight after my bath!

Today! I woke up at 8.30am when my lesson starts at 9am. Late again, i know. Next week i dont have anymore lesson because its study week. And i think i'm gonna study for my ENGMEC. which is like GONE CASE to me. After exam, I'M FREE!

Holiday!

HOLIDAY!

2008-08-06T20:31:00.002+08:00

MY NEW ADOPTED PET

Doris Eng

2008-08-06T15:52:00.000+08:00

SWS Youth Animation Concert

Date:6th September , Saturday

Venue: Temasek Poly TCC

Price:$12.50

Time: 7pm to 10pm

Interested please inform me ASAP!

2008-08-02T20:02:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Ruby!

Finally you're 18! Hope you have a wonderful day on ur 18th birthday!

Your present will be delivered to you soon. Just keep waiting!

This is my first post of the month. Getting more and more lazy blogging. Sometimes i find it quite boring blogging. There's is nothing much to blog about too.

Tomorrow gonna return back to school to revise my work and also complete the web tutorial. 13more days to my first paper.And its about 2weeks left. Not much time left and gotta study real hard this time as this is the last exam b4 i can enter into semester 2! And now every tuesday i am free! There is no more school on tuesday! However! I'm still gona return back to school too! Going to approach those lecturers! Tonnes of questions to ask them. No more projects but exam!

2weeks later i'm going to enjoy my holiday! And gonna meet up with my secondary schoolmates! After everyone of us are being seperated into different schools, we have less contact with each other. So gonna meet up real soon.

2008-07-31T22:20:00.002+08:00

I'm currently too engrossed into studies. Without guessing, i think you will sure to know that exam is just round the corner and everyone is like mugging for it. As if they are going to sit for their 'O' Level again. But well currently i'm stuck with only one module! That particular module! OH MAN! I'm being defeat by those diagrams and words!

Honestly i cant figure out what on earth the question is asking for. I've yet to solve all this 'RIDICULOUS' question set by those "professional". They made us think so hard! They made us used up all our brain cells. They made us suffer!

Alright, i'm being too exaggerating. However, for now! All i need is PEACE!

Leave me alone for the next two weeks! Let me have my peace! After which what u wanna do to me, i'll leave it up to u! TEO WEN YAN! Heard that? :) After my exam then i go shopping with you. After my exam then i go MERRY-GO-ROUND with you. I know that's your all time favourite!

LEE YANMEI! Stop asking me to meet you! I have my own life! I need to study! After my exam, u wanna meet me everyday also can! Leave me alone! PLEASE~!

I'm like begging those 'souls'! =X

Yesterday compro lecturer announced the marks for the written test. What keeps me thinking was that 'how did i manage to pass'? I PASSED! I shld not bother anymore and just concentrate on other modules!

Maybe i wont update this COMPLICATED blog for the next few weeks?

Well, nevermind. Just remember to come back here once in a while (:

2008-07-24T15:16:00.002+08:00

THE L WORD SEASON 6: CARMEN"S RETURN.

Scene 1: Shane walks into the house through the back door and throws her keys on the table. She sees a note with “Shane” written on it. She reads it.

(Jenny’s voice)

“Shane,

I never thought you would hurt me like this. NEVER! When I told you that “Nikki was dead to me”, you knew that it was said it pain and anger. You know that when I fall in love, it is from the heart. And Nikki has .. had my heart. You both deserve each other. I hope you two will be happy together.

I will be out of the house until Monday. I want you GONE by then.

"Jenny"

Shane drops the letter on the table, runs her fingers through her hair, and says “fuck!”
Scene 2: Shane loads the last of her bags in the Jeep. Bette, Tina, and Angelica are playing in the pool. Angelica is on a raft and Bette and Tina are on either side of it/her. Shane walks over to them.

Shane: “Hey”

Bette/Tina: “Hey”

Shane (Kneeling down): “Hey Angelica”

Angelica (Waves to Shane): “Hey Shane”

Tina: “So this is it, huh?”

Shane (Looking around the pool area appreciatively, remembering all of the good times she has had there): “Yeah, this is it. I really fu.. (Looking at Angelica), Sorry. I really messed things up this time. I’m gonna miss not living next door to you guys.”

Bette: “Maybe you guys can work things out.”

Shane (Standing up):”I doubt it. The damage is done.”

Tina: “Where are you going to go? Do you need a place to stay? Since I’m staying here, (Tina looks at Angelica and Bette who smiles, then winks at Tina. Tina reaches for Bette’s hand the squeezes it), my old apartment is empty. You can stay there as long as you want.”

Shane: “Nah, but thanks for the offer. The insurance check came in and I’m renting a Condo four blocks from the Planet and around the corner from SheBar until I decide what I’m going to do. I might go visit Shay for a while. It’s cool. We’ll still see each other.” (Tears begin to well up in Shane’s eyes). “Well, bye guys.”

Bette: “Bye Shane, see you later.”

Angelica: “Bye Shane, see you later.”

Shane looks at Angelica and smiles.

Tina (Watching Shane walk away, yells):”Shane!” If you need anything call, ok? Bye Shane”

Shane without turning around, waves goodbye. She gets into her Jeep and drives away.

Bette and Tina watch as Shane drives away. They then look at each other.

Tina: “I love you.” (Tina puts her hand on Bette’s head and then slides down to her cheek)

Bette (Smiles): “I love you, too.”

They kiss passionately until they hear …

Angelica: “Bye Shane.”

Bette and Tina stop kissing each other and both kiss Angelica on the side of the head.

Scene 3: Shane has both hands full along with bags over both shoulders. She walks up to the elevator and pushes the button. A bag on her right shoulder falls off and in bending down to pick up that bag, the other bags on her right side fall off.

Shane: “Fuck.”

The elevator door opens.

Shane (Kicking, throwing, and hiking bags into the elevator while still bent down and her back to the door): “Hold the Door.”

Person in the elevator drags a mattress backwards out of the door: “Stop throwing things at me. If you’d let me get off, you can get on. Jeez, what kind of idiot are you.”

Shane (Stands up and turns toward the person who is talking): “What the Fuck?”

Shane turns around to see Carmen standing there. They lock eyes and stare at each other for what seems like an hour. Shane drops to her knees, hugging Carmen tightly around the waist, and begins to cry uncontrollably. Carmen stands there stiff as a board, looking straight ahead. Tears begin to run down Carmen’s face and she puts her left hand on Shane’s head, pulling Shane tighter to her. This makes Shane cry even harder.

Shane: “Carmen, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,” (She begins to try and explain) “I tried to find you and I went to your house, and your brother’s and I crashed the car, and Shay.” (Carmen doesn’t respond). “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m so sorry,”

Carmen (Putting the other arm around Shane’s head while still crying): (Barely audible) “Yeah, I know.” (Sighing)

Shane (Still crying uncontrollably): “I never wanted to hurt you. I love you. “I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, Carmen, I’m so sorry.”

Off camera a man clears his voice: “Ahem.”

Shane gets up, turns her back to the man, and wipes the tears from her face with both hands.

Carmen wipes the tears from her face with her fingers. Shane picks up the last bag and steps back into the elevator. The man gets in after Shane.

Man: “Going up?”

Shane/Carmen: “Yes”

The man presses the second floor button and the elevator door closes. No one says anything as the elevator goes up to the second floor.

Scene 4: When the elevator gets to the second floor, Shane and Carmen both get off. Carmen, dragging the mattress and Shane half carrying and half kicking her bags down the hall, walk in silence. Shane stops at Apartment 2B and Carmen walks past her to 2C.

Carmen (Leans the mattress against the wall and throws her hands in the air): “What the fuck and I doing. I was getting rid of this thing.”

She begins to pull the mattress down the hall again, stops and takes her keys out of her pocket. Carmen opens the door to her apartment and Shane grabs Carmen around the waist and begins to walk Carmen into the apartment. Shane kicks the door closed with her foot. They begin to kiss while walking into the room.

Carmen: “Watch out for the couch” (as they walk into it).

Shane: “Where is the bedroom”?

Carmen: (Whispers) “Down the hall. “Watch out for the wall” (as they run into it). They both giggle while still kissing.

They get to the bedroom and begin to disrobe in silence. Shane reaches for Carmen and pulls her onto the bed. Shane straddles Carmen and looks down at her. Carmen hooks up at Shane. Neither one says a thing. Shane bends down and begins to kiss Carmen. Carmen kisses Shane as if no time has passed between them since they were last together. Shane begins to unzip Carmen’s zipper, sticks her hand down Carmen’s pants, and begins to fuck her. Carmen moans and arches her back upwards towards Shane.

Shane (As Carmen orgasms): “I’m not done yet and neither are you.” (Smiles and winks at Carmen)

Shane then begins to kiss both of Carmen’s breasts, licking both nipples, her stomach, and slides down her body. Shane puts Carmen’s legs over Shane’s shoulders. Shane begins to lick Carmen back and forth, up and down. Carmen squeezes Shane’s head between her thighs and grabs Shane’s hair and pulls it in pleasure.

Shane (Still in between Carmen’s legs): “Ow shit.”

Shane (After Carman orgasms again, Shane comes back up and looks Carmen in the eyes. She whispers to Carmen): “I’m sorry, I’m so sorry Carmen. I love you. I always have.” (Shane rolls off of Carmen and lays face down on the bed and puts the pillow over her head).

Carmen (Lying on her back looking at the ceiling, pulls the covers up to her chin): “I want you to leave.”

Shane (Looking at Carmen confused): “But?” (Shane looks at Carmen asking with her eyes, “Are you serious?”)

Carmen (Yells): “Now!” (Carmen rolls over and turns her back to Shane).

Shane puts on her clothes in silence and walks out the bedroom and shuts the front door.

END

-That's for now.

2008-07-23T21:31:00.003+08:00

This blog is going to be dead soon. I know! I have not been updating this blog for like ages. Too much things had happened during the past one week. But i'm here to update the events that took place a week ago :)

On Friday 18july2008 was Mcdonals' crew outing. Due to this crew outing i went off halfway during my lesson and head home to prepare my bag and off i go! Down to store to meet up with the rest of them. So we did a survey before we board the bus. We were all punctual that day and everything went well. Thank goodness we had to run round west coast to look for those stupid dustbin and take a photo with it. All thanks to LEA for coming up with this stupid game. But still we had lots of fun though we were all covered with sweat.

Though we spend quite a short hour together but at least we manage to get a day off from work! However that night. The night was the last day we spend our day having fun with Vivi & Novi. They will be returning back to Indonesia on 21july2008.

That day was so tiring! Had school in the morning and in the afternoon had this mini gathering.

So went straight home after that and soon i dozed off!

On 21july2008. The day that nobody wanted it to come. The day Vivi & Novi return back to Indonesia. Did not attend school that day morning and went toconsult the doctor. Honestly! I'm really sick that day! Late afternoon i went over to the airport with the rest and finally we managed to meet up with Vivi&Novi. All of us had an agreement that we are not suppose to shed a drop of tears. If not the person who cry first will have to treat us dinner. That excluding Vivi&Novi because they are bound to cry.

Nobody likes the feeling in the airport. The feeling when u're there to send someone off and he/she will not be coming back in future or maybe you wil not be able to see them as often as you wish. That day i did not shed a tears. Though it's still unbearable to send them off but we are left we no choice. Sooner or later they have to return back to their hometown.

Vivi is someone who always look for me whenever she encounter problems during work. I've seen her throwing temper, cry and of course not forgetting to smile.

However that night was the last night when i see her smile & cry.

No matter what all of us wish them all the best in future!

That kiss was meant to be GoodBye!

2008-07-17T15:15:00.002+08:00

Oh my goodness! What month is this? Why is there so many people birthday coming up? GOSH!

Please give me a week or so notice. Honestly going broke recently.

TOO MUCH PRESENT TO PURCHASE!

Put present aside. How about dinner? Ohmygod! Everything is gonna cost a bomb!

I'M GOING FOR MONEY HARVESTING.

I'm not here to complain about the amount that i have to fork out.

But my money! GONE!

Dont worry pals! I wont miss out anyone of your birthday.

JASMINE LEE HUI FEN! 22july. I KNOW WHAT DAY IT IS.

How are you gonna celebrate it?

But sad to say that i cant join you for that celebration because i have got a project to do and its gonna be due soon, but i wont forget your present de >.<

RUBY YONG YU QIN! hmmmm.

Shld i get you a doll? I think that will be a good choice. You will ask me why.

And i'll tell you why now.

Since you like going round K-I-S-S-I-N-G other. why not i get you a doll instead. HAHA.

SOrry that i cant get you a guy. I cant find one.

Or you want a bung? Maybe i can get you one. =X

to be continue...............................................

2008-07-08T17:49:00.002+08:00

One week! It has been one week since i last update my blog.

Honestly, is not that i dont want to update my blog but you know! I'm too busy with life! Busy till i dont have the time to update my blog. Forgive me for being too busy with life =X

Right now almost all my project are done! And have already submitted or presented. Right now i'm left with FINAL EXAM! Gonna revise every modules, clear all my doubts before i enter the examination hall.

Exams exams EXAMS!

Projects projects PROJECTS!

HOLIDAYS! 2 months! Woots!

ENJOY!

I really dont have much t update on!

2008-06-30T07:05:00.002+08:00

Guess what time izzit right now! It's 7.05. You know! Its 7.05 A.M. I'm blogging at this hour! It's rather strange to see me blogging at this hour. Cant believe that i can actually wake up that early and my mind is super duper extremely clear and can be blogging right now. But you odd to believe that. If not for the project that is gonna be due today afternoon 12pm. I wont wake up at 5AM in the morning to do this idiotic project! What a pathetic weekends i have! Working on Saturday morning till evening and went back home to continue my search for the project. Sunday morning! Suppose to wake up at 8.30AM. However! I woke up at 9.30am because i set the wrong alarm. I set it at 8.30 PM. After which i head down to KAP to meet up with mabelynn. While waiting for our Crystal Clear to arrive. I went to order my food because i was DAMN hungry! Deeply dissapointed! I oder Mcspicy plain add cheese and they gave me Mcspicy WITH lettuce & sauce + cheese! Having the 'special order' sticker on it they are still able to make mistake. Mabelynn order fries WITHOUT salt! But there is NO sticker which state 'special order' and we thought they will give us fries W/O salt, but still there's salt on the fries. The third mistake is that we order large drink with ONE SCOOPE of ice ONLY! And they added TWO FULL SCOOPE instead of the SPECIAL INSTRUCTION that was given by us. We were like HELLO? Headquarter? You call yourself headquarter of mcdonal? ohmygod!

Put our order aside! Next coming up is the powerpoint plug in the Headquarter McDonals! The whole entire McDonals, there is only TWO pathetic plug for use! Whatthehell! About 100people are able to dine in but only 2plug are available. The manager then say over usgae of plug will result short circuit and if that's the case why cant they install more powerpoint plug.

Finally we came to a decision that we return back to school to continue with out project. But before we leave, we request for the 'customer feedback' book. We wrote about 1& a half page. After completing our Composition for the day we headed down to Cold Storage to purchase our snacks & drinks. Stayed over in the school until 9PM. Somemore is on a weekend which we were not suppose to return back to school. Not a single soul was there except for the security guard. When i was at the bus stop! OhMyGosh! It's so damn dark man! And behind me is like a forest! Adding on, its drizzling + lighting + drizzling! What a good night is that!

OhMyGod! GERMANY LOST?!?!?!?!

HOW CAN THAT BE?

My guess is not right this time round!

Germany VS Spain

0 : 1

2008-06-23T11:51:00.002+08:00

吃东西吃到哏死!

下雨被雷劈死!

过马路被车撞死!

睡觉睡到死!

进厨房被油烫死!

做工做到累死!

骂人骂到嘴巴烂到死!

最终还是要死! 一定要死!

早死早好!!

Stupid panda! Bloody idiot PANDA!

Go back to CHINA lahs!

2008-06-18T00:46:00.003+08:00

I'll be attached to Bukit Merah(BM) on thursday! DAMMIT! I hate attachment though u can get to know other crews from other store. I hate it its partially i prefer to work with people i'm familiar with and the environment i'm used to it. However BM is not MFY yet! And hell! I seriously dont know what i can do on thursday. Suppose that i am having my off days from Monday to Thursday. But it will be hell damn boring staying at home these few days. So i requested to work. Bloody idiot GARY! Attach me to BM! I wanna work but is in our own store and not to other store. But luckily he is smart enough to put Hongkai with me. ! Consider him smart for this time ONLY! By right sunday i am suppose to attach to SUNTEC once again but then i rejected him because its due to the distance travelled and also its damn tiring right there.

I wonder how it would be like on thursday. I have news that there are lots of crazy people over there. So far i've only came across only one in our store and it was pohchuan who get rid of him.

But for goodness sake i dont wanna meet any of them. ITS DAMN SCARY! Though i admit i'm crazy. Not too much but a little, alittle too much, just somehow i'm crazy too! But still i cant overtake them! They are extremely SCARY!

Tomorrow gonna watch KUNGFU PANDA.! OFF TOMORROW!

I'm gonna watch VINCENT !

Just gonna enjoy myself tomorrow and not to think too much about thursday !

2008-06-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

SENTOSA IS LOVED!

Yesterday, CLASS 512 had a mini gathering and indeed it was a MINI gathering. Less than half the class came. However, we still enjoy our day at SENTOSA and STEAMBOAT.

Woke up at 7.30am, just to give some HEARTLESS FREAK morning callS. Lucky i was smart to wake up early if not i will be late meeting all of them. EVERYONE WERE PUNCTUAL!

Suppose to have Seoul Garden instead of steamboat but due to that SHOCKING, BEAUTIFUL & EXPENSIVE amount that we need to pay, we change our plan and have steamboat instead.

Ohmygod! I've got sun tanned and right nw i'm freaking burning HOT! I love the colour right now but i hate the feeling!

PEOPLE PRESENT: MINGMING, HUEYTING, ZHUANGWEI, WANXIN, SHARON, VIKNESH, RUBY, STANLEY, JASMINE, KENNY, XINYI, LUANNE, ARRI, MINGCI, BRIAN, VANN&KEITH. Some came for Sentosa ONLY & some came for Steamboat ONLY and some came for both. ALL OF US WERE DAMN TIRED!

I dont know when will our next meeting be. Everyone will be having projects, tests etc..

Mr Liew will be going in NS soon! gosh! Cant imagine how is he gonna be like when he shave off his hair! OHMYGOD! And i know Mr Liew Zhuang Wei often reads our blog. But then he NEVER TAG ONCE! How great can that be. But nevermind! I'm being kind enough not to blame him!

I LOVE THE SUN!

*PHOTOS TO BE UPLOADED SOON*

2008-06-10T00:32:00.003+08:00

Back in action in the sun! Back to SENTOSA once again!
This time i did not sun tan but i was submerged in water for the whole day and after which went to Skyride & Luge. Went to nana's hse to slack after which =)

2008-06-07T00:13:00.002+08:00

Meet up with Yanmei, Lea & buddy Eldric! Wondering around Queensway shopping center while waiting for Lea and Eldric to arrive. When they arrived, Eldric and i was like being left out because Lea and Yanmei were walking so fast as if buddy and i were not present. Buddy and i were like their slaves! Following them wherever they go. Without telling us where is our next destination, they will just walk on their own and expect us to follow. But we cant complain much, we just have to follow them as they are making the decision. Afterall, i spend $100 bucks in one day. Today went meet up with buddy and Vicky which was a last minute decision. Went to chinatown to look for Handphones as vicky wants to change/buy a new phone. And today i spend $50 bucks, which add up in total, i spent $150 bucks in two day. OPPS!

I did not mean to spend so much but it has been a very long time since i last do my shopping! And i guess i'll be spending quite a sum of money during this holiday!

Been reaching home quite late these few days. And this time round is not mother who is complaining but my father! Calling me everyday after 10pm to ask me return back home. However, i still reached home ard 12am. At least i never return back after 12am right!

Tomorrow going back to work! 3pm to 11pm! Idiot GARY LIAW! Dont allow me to change my timing! I'll be ending my work at 11pm and i have to start work the next day at 7.30am. Which means i have less than 6hrs of sleep! ohgosh! And the day after i have to meet up with my friends at 9.30am at harbourfront! I NEED MY SLEEP!

ALL THANKS TO GARY! Tomorrow i and working with 'PANDA'. HATE IT MAN!

You never really leave a place or person you love, part of them you take with you,leaving a part of yourself behind!

2008-06-04T22:42:00.004+08:00

FINALLY! IT'S OVER!

Today right after school went straight over to EAST COAST PARK with my classmates. I think this is the first time that i went out with my classmates. Though not all of them came but still, it was fun. FULL OF NONSENSE & LAUGHTER.

Went over to the soccer field as Max booked the court for 3pm slot and we manage to reach there by 2.45pm.

This guy! I still remember he is the first guy in my class who came forward and talk to me. HAHA! He is Hakim! Waiting impatiently for the ball to be pass to him. Serve him right to move about when i was trying to capture him and this is the outcome of the picture! SUCH A GIRLY POSE OF HIM!
I dont know what to say about him! SKY! He is the guy who hardly talks in class BUT! He alway talks on the phone with the girlfriend! He always like to act COOL! He hardly talks but all he does is to smile, smile & SMILE!
I dont know what to comment about this picture. He asked me to take picture of him and so i did. And this is the outcome of the picture and he still have the cheek to say:"Wah! So handsome!" Crystal & me :"EEeee!" Afterall Gang Yuan is a nice friend lahs. Though he always quarrel with mabelynn! They owe each other something in their previous life. And we dont know what yet! HAHA. A 18years old guy who dont behave like one! Behaving like a primary school boy! My 'teacher' for A maths. He is damn pro in 'A' maths okay! CheeMeng also know as CM aka crazy monster.

When the guys are crazy in love with their soccer! CM, Crystal, Mabelynn and myself went to rent the bike and intend to cycle overnight. BUT! I cant stay over at east coast with them because i got to meet YM, Buddy and sadako! After i finish my cycle, i hand over my bike to Max so that he wont need to pay for another bike.

On our way to bedok jetty, accident do happen okay! Crystal had a fall and her bike gears came loose and cheemeng is trying to help her fixed it so that she can cycle back to Max friend's store to apply the medication as her leg was bleeding. .When we went back, the guys are already dead beat! So we decided to go for our dinner at lagoon. So all of us went rent the bike except Max, he skates. And i tell you its damn tiring! Having some puff when resting! -.-
The guys having their dinner. They are enjoying their food!
VICEROY!
And that's TA13. MY CLASS!

I have got a secret to tell. MY BUTT HURTS right now!

2008-06-03T18:36:00.003+08:00

Common test started yesterday! Honestly, i screw up my ELTECH yesterday, which is basically about physic. For goodness sake, i hate physic is like the way i ______. Trying my very best to understand the 2chapter which consist of 98pages! After struggling for 45mins to answer the whole paper, finally i decided to give up doing! Sitting in the hall, waiting for time to pass.

After which headed home to revise on my 'A' maths. Which is my favourite module of all! Maths had always been the subject that i love most! Throughout the whole paper, there is only one question which i'm unable to solve it! So i decided to give up solving that idiotic question and hand in the paper. And i'm gonna tell you that i'm going to screw up tomorrow's paper which is ENGMEC. Somehow is about physic again, but it will be more on calculation like maths.

Tomorrow will be my final paper and after the paper will be going to EAST COAST with my classmates. They decide to build a tent along the beach and stay over there. However, i doubt i can stay up with them as i'm going to meet my friends the next day!

I'm having lots ot 'meeting' with my friends!

9june08- going sentosa with my friends

13june08- going shopping with that KUKU BIRD

14june08-class gathering!

WOOTS! After tomorrow, MY HOLIDAYS ARE BACK!

BUT! BUT BUT BUT! It will be only 2weeks! PATHETIC!

Better than nothing T.T

ALRIGHT! OFF to study for my exam tomorrow! BYEEEeeeee!

2008-06-02T00:23:00.001+08:00

Blogging pratically every night!
Its boring in the night!

2008-06-01T18:07:00.002+08:00

NO REASON FOR TEACHER TO SCOLD STUDENT IF THEY FAIL THEIR EXAM

It's not the fault of student ifhe/she fails because the year ONLYhas 365 days...typical academic year for a student:

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.

Days left 313.

2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.

Days left 263.

3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.

Days left 141.

4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.

Days left 126.

5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days. Days left 96.

6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.

Days left 81.

7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.

Days left 46.

8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days. Days left 6.

9. For sickness - at least 3 days.

Days left 3.10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days. 1 day left.

11. That 1 day is your birthday.

How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!Balance = 0' How can a student pass ?????'

BEFORE AND AFTER MARRIAGE

Before marriage....

He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.

She: Do you want me to leave?

He: No! Don't even think about it.

She: Do you love me?

He: Of course! Over and over!

She: Have you ever cheated on me?

He: No! Why are you even asking?

She: Will you kiss me?

He: Every chance I get.

She: Will you hit me?

He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!

She: Can I trust you?

He: Yes.

She: Darling!

After marriage.... Simply read from bottom to top.

2008-06-01T00:30:00.002+08:00

You can think that i can live my life so happily. Nothing to worry about and Happy-Go-Lucky.

'Why i wont be bother by relationship?'

Its because i think things from another perspective.

-When you're worrying about him/her, does he/she knows about that?

-Will he/she cares about your feeling?

-Why are you living your life so miserably when he/she is living his/her life happily without knowing your pain.

-Why are you making your life so unhappy?

-Cant you live without a man/woman?

-Does it means you cant live till tomorrow if you cant have him/her?

JUST LET THINGS GO!

When its yours, nothing can be done to snatch it away from you.

If one day you're being hurt deeply, will you ever regret the first step that you made?

Why are you being defeated by the word L-O-V-E?

If that's the case, all i can say that YOU'RE A FAILURE!

Like what you all have said: ' Love is blind'

So there's right or wrong to fall for someone. And there is no reason in liking someone.

If you feel that he/she is just the right person for you then just go ahead.

Happiness is in your hand, grab it before you start to regret!

Yanmei &Jamie! Let Nature Take Its Course!

There is no need to rush! Alright! =)

THE LEEs

2008-05-31T00:50:00.003+08:00

It's 12.51am right now which is 9minutes away from 1am.

Having lesson tomorrow @ 10am and i'm still awake at this STUPID hour.

Tomorrow is a Saturday, its a day which i can sleep till late morning however, tomorrow i have to report back to school because ENGMEC lecturer is giving extra tutorial lesson.

It's not compulsory, if you have any queries or still dont understand you can return back tomorrow to ask him. I'm being a GOOD student! Tomorrow i'm going back to study mainly because i can hardly study by myself on Saturday.

Right now i can somwhow catch what ENGMEC is all about. Not fully but partially. Not really partially but alittle. I have to give up my sleep tomorrow! Poly is just like secondary school life. Having common test, weekly test/quiz and exams lastly. But still i prefer secondary school! Where i get to hang out with my mates after school and slack around. But right now in poly, i cant slack of meet up with my friends anymore. All of us have different schedule. Its hard to meet up right now. Moreover, most of my lesson ends after 3pm unlike secondary school.

Surprisingly i pass my second 'A' math quiz! I scored 28.5 out of 33marks. WOOTS!

I have not give up maths even though i failed my first quiz! My heart is still with MATHEMATICS! However, ELTECH sucks! I dont know what is it all about. All i know is that i have to study no matter what.

Desperate for holiday right now! I WANT BACK MY LONG VACATIONS!

However! I need my sleep urgently right now! Its 1.05am right now!

2008-05-30T20:50:00.003+08:00

The feeling of keeping a secret is terrible! But still i have to keep my promise on keeping that secret! Upon hearing that secret, i was so shocked! And i'm lost for wordS!

I just don't believe what I've heard. Those that i thought have become reality!

Everything coming to so sudden! It can be even faster than the speed of lightning!

2008-05-30T10:00:00.000+08:00

Sarah Sashi! Back in Season 6!

2008-05-26T21:52:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i feel like dying! Because sometimes i feel that i'm so useless and worthless!

Whenever i'm doing my ELTECH and ENGMEC i feel so stress up and i really cant take the stress anymore. And i really feel like dying at that moment. I will kept asking myself:" Why cant i solve such a simple question?" "Why my friends can solve it and i cant?" " Why am i so useless!" All these question just came rushing into my mind.

If death could stop all those pain and troubles.

Please stab me with a knife in my heart!

Please take the troubles away from me!

I wish my life will just end with a full stop right now!

2008-05-25T23:28:00.001+08:00

Can death really solve all problems?

2008-05-25T13:31:00.002+08:00

[Regarding the CLASS gathering it will be held on 14june08]

Just for everyone's info, most of them choose

(a) Sentosa + dinner

Have yet to get everyone's replies. Still waiting for their replies, so when i get most of the replies, i'll let you guys know asap. =)

2008-05-21T21:01:00.002+08:00

I don't know whether to say that it is a good or a bad news. Basically i failed my first 'A' math quiz which weights 5% of my module. If you think that 5% ain't important than you are thinking it wrongly. I scored 15 out of 33 marks. It's really very bad! Those who knows me well, I'm someone with high hopes for maths. But this time round i really did very badly. It's my first time studying 'A' math. I'm a NEWBIE! -.-

However, i passed my physic! Which is also my first time taking physic, without any basic or any background information about it. And still I'm always surfing the net and playing online games like viwawa which is so popular nowadays, playing computer games-Counter Strike (CS) or chatting with my friends online. And for this quiz, I'm so unprepared! I did study a little of it but somehow i'm still unable to understand every single thing that the teacher taught. Lecturer was so surprised that i actually pass my quiz. Because I'm always not paying attention during his lectures.

As for tomorrow, there will be another quiz-computer programming. A module which i hate it too because its far too confusing! I need to memorise lost of things. Need to think and think and think. Which use up almost 100% of my brain cells! I HATE IT! And also Friday i'm having another 'A' math quiz, and i have to pass this quiz no matter what, in order to pass the whole module. Add the two quiz together which is 66mark in total. and i have to get 33marks to pass it. In order to pass, i need to achieve 18marks. But i'm someone who will aim so low, i'm gonna try my very best to do it! *BLESS ME*

On the week 8, which is the first week of June holiday, i'm having my common test. After which I'll have two weeks break. This common test is really very important! I'm gonna study very hard for it! Whether i like the module or not.

At the very start of poly, i really wanna give up studying. But thinking back, when i was struggling for my 'O' level, what was my aim for? What am i after? It all goes down to a CERTIFICATE! Struggling all the way to poly and i'm gonna give up right now, its gonna be a waste. And i'm really dishearten! I really wanna quit studying when i failed my 'A' maths.

Sometimes i asked myself: 'Quit studying and continue working.' or 'Continue studying and working at the same time.'

我是为了生活而工做还是为了工做而生活?

2008-05-14T22:33:00.003+08:00

School has started for like a month already?

Everybody are busy studying, preparing for exams or maybe they are already enjoying their short holiday right now.

As mention by some of you, that u guys wants to hang out one of this day during the holiday.

I have come up with some plans but yet to confirm about it.

These are some of the ideas that i have right now:

(a) Sun tanning + dinner (Sentosa)

(b) cycling + dinner (East coast)

(d) Esc@ape, singapore flyer or underwater world

If you guys have any suggestion u can kindly leave your comment at the tagboard.

Or you can email me : yp4390@hotmail.com

During the holidays, all of us seems to have lost touch with each other, so this will be a great chance for all of us to meet up again yar.

This is a class 'gathering'.

*Missing 512*

*Missing all my friends*

2008-05-11T16:16:00.001+08:00

I HATE

ENGMEC

2008-05-09T20:47:00.002+08:00

Absent from school yesterday because i was SICK!

Mentally and physically sick! -.-

Was absent from lessons today. Only attended for the last 2hrs.

Woke up at 7am but was feeling giddy and slight headache so decided to continue sleeping till 11am to go school for a class quiz which consist of 5%.

Before i went back to sleep, FAKE crystal sms me and told me that she also will not be attending the class as she overslept but she will attend the lecture.

About 9.30am, Mabelynn sms me saying she overslept and did not attend the class.

And i was wondering, why is she telling me?

She thought i was in class, i thought crystal is in class, crytal thought mabelynn is in class.

She think, she thought, in the end non of the girls went to school except for the last 2hrs.

Went to hand up my MC incase lecturer come after me for make-up lesson.

Couldn't help out for the party today as i wasn't feeling well so decided to find Yanmei & Jamie after work but later i felt giddy and slight headache again. So sorry again, need to put aeroplane once again. But still i need to return back to work tomorrow. Worst still i'm in the morning shift! Damn it! Its going to be hell busy man!

2008-05-08T14:20:00.000+08:00

UNDER THE WEATHER

DOCTOR ADVISE: NEED PLENTY OF REST

Going to bed right now.

2008-05-05T11:55:00.002+08:00

suppose to end class today at 4pm but lecturer say that he want to have make up today after school. Which means i can only return back home at 5pm. And tmr there will be another round of ambassador interview by the ambassador leader: Hannah. someone who i dont know.

*SCARED* *NERVOUS*

Party, party, party!

PARTY!

I dislike Indian party! They are sooooooooo anxious!

*Argggghhhh*

Coming friday, 9may08 is SKY's bday. and he wanna go to the KBOX but hardly anybody is free on that day to celebrate with him. And i dont know how to tell him.

BORING

BADMINTON

2008-04-30T19:46:00.002+08:00

Had Sports&Wellness yesterday which is what we know as PE in secondary school.

I took up badminton which i thought wont be so tiring. But what i thought isn't what i want.

It's so tiring man! And right now my hands and legs hurts like hell! My hands and legs never feel this way before. No words could discribe the pain.

Joined Ambassador of ngee ann poly. Went for the so-called 'unofficial' interview on monday. It damn boring okay! I'm someone who gets bored easily. So make sure u are someone who can entertain me. If not i will 'entertain' you =)

I miss my secondary school life!

Can time return back to those old day?

2008-04-28T09:09:00.002+08:00

Its 9.09am right now. Online blogging? Currently in school and having lecture :)

Went back to work yesterday because idiot Gary does not have enough crew. So I'm being very kind to help him out from 8am to 1pm. Short hours! =)

After one month break, finally return back to work.

And its really tiring! I thought it wont be so tiring but i was wrong. Customer started coming in once i punched in. That prove that i bring luck to the store =X

After work, meet up with 'BITCH' to study but! we never study in the end. We were busy using our laptop together with Chris. And damn bloody stupid Internet connection encounter problem! we cant connect to the Internet for a very long time! I have to admit that its not out computer lousy is the Internet connection got problemS!

LECTURE IS DAMN HELL BORING!

I need sleep desperately!

2008-04-20T14:29:00.004+08:00

I can't! I can't! I CAN'T!
I can't cope with it.
During lesson time i don't understand what the hell is the teacher is talking about.

I'm just like this:

All i could say that is I CANT COPE WITH POLY LIFE!

No time for television programmes, No time for computer games and No time for sleep!

I WANT MY HOLIDAYS BACK DESPERATELY.

我还是在乎这段友情!

TAG REPLIES:

Hahagal: I'm going for the briefing tomorrow, by then i guess i'll be able to make the decision.

pingping(baby): Tag more often =)

JASMINE: There's nothing i could do now cause she is still angry at me. Whatever i do won't change the situation now.

Rups: yeah! Finally no permission needed. I'm not doing well! Poly life sucks! HAHA. School started already and how is it?

Xinyi: HELLO dumb dumb! Meet up soon! During the holiday i think i'm going to 'organise' a small outing and make sure u are free ah.

2008-04-18T21:50:00.008+08:00

Right now i have change my blog. Not the link, not the background, neither is it the layout of the blog. I have decided to RESTART my blog and it will not be private anymore. Which means it will be open to public and not to certain viewers only. I have gone through much thinking because i think that, that is far too troublesome for ALL of you for you to sign in before you can read my blog. I have not change my layout or background for a long time because i have not got enough time to do so. Or should i time is never enough for me.

I'm really in a dilemma.

"The Keppel Offshore and Marine is offering Scholarship to 1st year students to study in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. "

Many if you should know that Marine course has always been the course that i long wanted to enter. However, due to my "EXCELLENT" 'O' level results, i was unable to enter. When filling up the forms for choosing the polytechnic or courses, my first choice was 'ENGINEERING COMMON PROGRAMME', which includes MARITIME ENGINEERING too. Too bad, luck is not with me, i still can't manage to get into this course. But i entered into ELECTRICAL ENGINEERING.

I really wish to sign up for this scholarship programme but the problem is that i will need to sign a 3years bond with them. Which means i can't work any where during this period of time.

But looking from another perspective, it maybe a better way out. Where i may get a better job in future. But that does not means that my current job isn't a good one. My current job is the place where i met friends with, where i learn new stuffs, where i learn how to handle stuffs myself and etcs.. The talk for this scholarship will be next week, 21april08.

I'll need serious thinking about it!

During the few months of holidays that i had after my 'O' level, i managed to get a job for myself. I spent most of my time at my workplace. I made many friends over there. I won't deny that i enjoy working there although i do get scolding and nagging from the auntieS. However, there's a misunderstanding with another friend of mine.

A friend whom i know for 6years, including this year. A friend whom i really trust a lot. We were very close friends during secondary school life until recently.

She said that i have been neglecting the groups of friends. And this kept me thinking for a night.

Did i really neglect the my friends?

I spent too much time for my work?

Have i change?

But whatever is it.

Dear friend,

I know whatever i say will not dissolve the 'anger' you had in me.

Whatever i do you will still not reply my texts, you will not talk to me etcs..

You can choose not to reply my texts, you can choose not to talk or even look at me, you can even choose to ignore me. You have the right to choose.

As for me, i will always choose you to be my

FRIEND FOREVER.

All i could say is

SORRY FRIENDS.